bear. loveme.

vegan. i eat in a more intimate way now than i did before. its really hard but well worth it in the end. i will hopefully live a good healthy life as a result.

ahh i feel like im always getting bitched at about something and i can never really do anything right. im getting so irritated about things in my life. i wish the people who say they love me would just start making me feel like they do and stop expecting the most insane things of me. im gonna go run into the woods and never come back. that is where i belong.

you look cute. i like it when you wear those clothes. mister man.

i want to find a new job. i wanna work in a health or organic food store. that way i would also get discounts on food and that would pretty much be fucking amazing.

FUCK!!!! IM SO PISSED! I DONT NEED THIS STRESS FROM THIS ONE PERSON IN MY LIFE WHO IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE THINGS SEEM EASIER AND MORE ENJOYABLE. WHY WONT YOU JUST FUCKING ACCEPT ME AND START BEING NICE. JESUS! FUCK!!!

nietzsche is getting his balls cut off in a few days. i feel really bad about it but i hate it that he humps everything and always sits at the front door wanting to get out and get other hot lady cats pregnant. that would just raise the population of stray cats to 70 million or so and i would really hate that. i already wanna take all of them in to my home and take care of them. but i dont wanna be a crazy cat lady. why not though? right?

GRRRRR. STOP BEING SUCH A FUCKING DOUCHE-BBAAGG! YOU JERK! JUST BE NICE TO ME FOR ONCE.

oh well. im gonna go try to read a book and not die.