lucid

it has been about 27 hours since my last dream. i fell asleep at 5:15am and woke at 6am. my arms and legs are crippling and my mind is like a slow motion sloppy western. ah i cant think straight and want to go to bed but i cant for some reason. there is something holding me back every night. i think i am being taken over by another soul. one that never slept. i hope it is an animal spirit and not human. it would make more sense to me and feel more fitting. all these cables and cords running in and out of my body. in my mouth, out of my fingers. never ending. where are they going to? i honestly have no idea. i hope they find an outlet soon and start to recharge me before it is too late and i turn into peach mush. split pea soup. my hair is growing. i cant wait until it is long long long long island. then i can let some one into my house and they wont need to use that stairs. like the tale. my lids. eye lids. will not stay open anymore. it is only 7 something. i cant stay awake any longer. goodnight my dear lovers. i hope you are all dreaming soft things.
truce